October Already??!!

I am just flabbergasted that it is October already! I love the change in the season and October is one of my favorite times of the year.

The change of the seasons is a good time for new beginnings and I'm ready for one. I have been doing a terrible job on eating right here lately and that has shown up on the scale. I really don't want to be tied to the scale anymore because I don't think it is healthy for me at all. I really need to seek God's face and ask Him what the discipline in my eating will look like....do I go back to Weight Watchers and count points or do I just focus on getting all the healthy stuff in when I'm hungry and not over eat, that is what I need my Father in heaven to reveal to me!

I will not be the size I wanted to be for William and Amy's wedding but maybe that is a good thing too! I get so caught up in my outward appearance that I forget to work on my inward person which it the real me! I tend to forget that I am a beautiful daughter of the Most High God and He is the One who made me...me and I need to be thankful for that. "I am fearfully and wonderful made!"

Yes, I know it is my sin of over eating that has put the extra weight on my wonderfully made body and I will carry consequences of that sin for the rest of my life but I don't have to stay in that sin. With God's help and His strength alone I can overcome the stronghold this sin has over my life....I will not let Satan and this sin defeat me!